Name: Crystal
B-Day: 3.8.84
Grade: 4th yr in UCB
Likes: ilike cheesecake, white chocolate mocha, Friends, Sarrah Jessica Parker, ANY good food, A&F, karaoke, Audrey Hepburn, Jay Chou, pink, alcohol, FOB dramas, fashion, etc.
Dislikes: Fake, bitchy, stingy people where am i: SF/Berkeley
Name:Crystal Country:United States State:California Birthday:3/8/1984 Gender:Female
Expertise:Everyone is a half-circle, with different colors and sizes, there are two individual halves somewhere in the world, someday the 2 will meet and join to become a perfect whole circle
--Crystal's saying
Occupation:Student
I just finished my very last paper in my Cal career, no more finals, no more assignments, no more cases, no more Berkeley!! The feeling is a mixture of excitement and saddness. I never realized how beautiful the campus is until last week.. Walked around, even walked to mine and mike's old apartments.. felt alittle sad. 4 years...gone by soooo quickly.... How many nites we held hands walked through the campus; how many times i meet up with beloves in front of Dwinelle bench to chat...But more so, I'm anxious about what the future is going to bring me ;p
These days, I'm always in pretty good mood, seems like letting go certain things is not as hard as i have imagined. Maybe it really wasnt what i thought it was ;p Things are returning to normal, I'm happy.
there are much more than the emotions between families, friends and lovers, how to distinguish or classify all the ones in betweens?
no more secrets, no more tears, no more uncertainties, it's over yet it's also a new beginning..
i'm content, relieved, so i smiled, indeed this is the ideal form, things should be simple.. and everyone should be happy
the specials will remain special
hot.relaxed.happy.stressed.craving for some starbucks White Chocolate Mocha
12:30 pm, 2 essays due this week, 1 of them is 17 pages!! After that, no more Berkeley..done done done
Then the asian trip =>
a brand new life ahead with that special someone, looking forward to it ;p After 3 + years, i do believe this is true love, the moments when he looks me into the eyes and tells me,
"no matter what, i will never stop loving you", im a dreamer, but this is all real
Sometimes the things you want the most of the things you cannot have or not allowed to have, is that true?
There's certain beauty inside of the unknowns, things are the way they are in a meant-to-be way, so many certainties and uncertainties are filled in the present as well as the future.
The gruesome images and videos got exposed after the tragedy in Virginia Tech. everytime i read the story..i feel the chill underneath my skin.. reading the stories of the victims, esp the professor who jamed his body to block the doorway, my tears came out.. It's horrifying knowing this is not a 6"3' masked killer, he can be someone around us, someone we know... that gave me goosebumps... I cant imagine if such a thing can happen to any civilization, dont even want to think about what i would do if it happens to someone i know..WHY WHY WHY.. no matter wut, why is this the solution?? so many forums online.. tons of hatred, saddness, regrets, peys.. It truly makes me heart-breaking.. Dont want to say much, altho i dont believe in god but il prey for those innocent ones who lost their lives..prey for the ones who are washing their faces with tears due to the sudden loss.. Rest In Peace..
Makes me really want to cherish everything and everyone. When i was watching the Oprah special on this, one thing i recalled from one of the interviews..
"live everyday like its your last"
Life is too fragile, prey for the loss and cherish the present.
